I agree with this 100%. This is exactly how I am.
I don’t remember who I was talking to about this the other day, it might have been you Abbi, but I will never, for a second, be able to understand people who have things in their lives they enjoy casually. Moderation is fine for some, I guess, but when I find something I am…
You were probably talking to me about it telepathically, because I was thinking about this a day or two ago, using the same words.
I just don’t understand moderation. I always feel like, if I’m doing something, I have to do it all the way, or else I’m just half-assing it and wasting my time.
Even with improv, I think people thought I was way more obsessed with it than I was early on. The truth was more like, I will go to Harold Night every week because that is what an improv student does and I don’t understand why you wouldn’t.
I kinda envy people who can be casual and blase. Seems like their lives are easier. But I just don’t understand how to feel that way.
I blame this.
